this is ridiculous- why am I letting myself be in this place of selfishness and pettiness? I AM MORE than this
I can feel myself falling further and further into it… yet I know I have choices…
have managed to function fairly well lately- got stuff done that I needed to… then I got in the way
my coping method is to ignore it all, push it away and forget (well try to) about it
I’m drowning again and I don’t know how to stop myself
what’s better- not functioning and unhappy, or functioning and unhappy?
I finally finished the jumper I have been knitting for Mitchell (nephew no 1.). Started it last year… put it away in a box when I moved… forgot about it… couldn’t find it… found it and finished it! I used a circular knitting needle for the first time- needed it for the collar.
I like finishing things… gives me a sense of accomplishment. (Also one less thing for me to store… sigh- I have too many started projects). I’ll have to find someone with a camera to take a photo of it for me to put up on here.