Well my confusion about church still continues. Went to my brother and sister-in-laws church yesterday as my nephew was being baptised. Had a God moment in one of the songs at the end of the service- music is ‘my thing’ and I am usually more attracted to the music than the lyric, so when a song grabs me lyrically I tend to take notice. About time I reckon. Things have been crazier than usual lately… car breaking down, moving house, concerns about money… the only thing I have had to hold onto is God and He’s got me through again. It was so nice to feel something again- to be captured by God as His people worship Him together. At my church I’m usually consumed with making sure I’m ready to do the next song and feeling pretty empty.
Do I know what’s going on? No, but I’m getting a few clues… just need to put them all together. Think it’s going to take some time.