Some of you might be glad to know that my posting on change will be stopping for now. I didn't get the job. I'm in the middle of being disappointed and trying to be positive about it all. In hindsight (all 24 hours of it) it was a huge distraction. It seemed to affect everything I did and was always at the back of my mind.
At the beginning of the process I was concerned that I would get my hopes up for nothing. But I don't think it has all been for nothing. Change has happened- not what I was hoping for, but change nevertheless. What it is I'm not too sure. And that's ok.