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Long time no blog…

Last day of school tomorrow… work changing up next year… looking forward to change…  looking forward to a break.

Don’t want this to become a complaining place.

maybe I should stop complaining

this is ridiculous- why am I letting myself be in this place of selfishness and pettiness? I AM MORE than this

A cool dude!

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Originally uploaded by Jane Adamson.

This is my amazing nephew Mitchell. We had an Auntie Jane and Mitchell day out together for his birthday. We caught the tram to Glenelg, had a picnic lunch, played on the playground and watched sailing boats while walking along the beach. Needless to say we were both tired when we got home! I am blessed to have spent such time with him.

Must be getting old…

Was the ‘adult supervision’ for my sister today with a group of her friends.  Makes me feel old, but I guess compared to her I am- I am 20 years older than her!  All of a sudden she is growing up.  Was fun though to see her interacting confidently with her peers.

Went back to the doctors this week about the depression… to go back again in a month… seems like it’s the beginning of a journey.  I’d like to think that the decisions and changes that I’ve made have made a difference, but it’s too hard to tell after a few weeks.  I am enjoying spending time on the exercise bike- hopefully there will be some weight changes too!

Happy Australia Day

Guess what? It’s Thursday

Thought about complaining again…lots going on… in the middle of a Remembrance Day haze (eating another elephant)… bring on Saturday!

Made a decision

Have made a decision that I am feeling happy about.  About time you say! 

It’s January.  Honour my commitments at church till end of Dec 06 and go from there.

To whinge or not to whinge…

Seems like my blog has turned into my ‘whinging’ place.  Certainly hadn’t planned to do that, although there hasn’t been a specific plan about what my blog would be.  Would like to say that I’m in crisis- that would be easy.  Am certainly struggling, but not in crisis ( I do have a habit of blowing things out of proportion ).

This blog has taken place though of the journalling I used to do, but not completely.

Had our big 120 yesterday.  All in all I think it was a great day.  Lots of people, fun and fellowship.  Me?  Well… still angry and frustrated about things, but I wasn’t going to go into that here- is a bigger picture thing.

It was good to see people I hadn’t seen in ages.  Still have a nagging question- what was the point?  Full church but collection down again.  Lots of catching up with old friends but now lots of people absolutely exhausted. 

It would be so easy to walk away.  Too easy?

Dropped my bundle again

Have ‘crashed’ in the last 48 hours. Haven’t done that for a while. Just want to crawl into a ball and hide for a while. Too many things to do though.

It’s Tuesday

Don’t want to get too predictable!

Is our big 120 service at church this week- really can’t be bothered with it.  I don’t know… my heart just doesn’t seem to be in it.  Have given up feeling guilty about how I feel about church.  That’s just what I feel and for now that’s gonna have to be that.

But do I have to put on a happy face this Sunday?